Hate of Love 18

Kamis, 30 Jul '09 15:06

 

I hate being in love. I hate feeling so happy when I meet you. Smiling shyly, awkwardly, with my heart beating so fast, cold hands, and cold sweat on my back. I hate being next to you, looking for a million sentences to make you laugh and smile.

I hate reading your messages in my inbox. I hate the way I need so much time to reply, erasing it over and over again, thinking about it word by word. I hate falling in love, all the details I say, write, and send to you becomes so important. I hate being in this position but I just can't help it, can't I?

I hate thinking about you before I sleep and feeling something move inside my heart, spreading all over my body, making me feel so anxious. I hate spending an entire night just thinking about you.

I hate imagining how your face looks like right now, how you smile, what you're doing... I hate being so worried when I know you caught a cold...

I hate liking you. Because I'd have to look for small mistakes in you. Mistakes that I look for desperately because I'd hate to know that you could be perfect, you could be flawless, and that I might have fallen for you...

I hate being in love, especially to you. Because in this overwhelming feeling, behind the urge to be with you, my heart struggles and explodes slowly.

 

i hate fallin in love....

 


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yohanes hans 0 0
lho... kok "hate falling in love"?
bukankah itu anugrah terindah dlm hidup ini?
hayoo.... lg patah hati ya...?
"pletukkk...." *disambit uleg'kan krn sok tau*
Chic 0 0
ini curhat yaaa? ; ))
*disambit highheels*
ann 0 0
dinamikanya jatuh cinta... hehehe...
ranistya 0 0
ehm.. iya nech.. kynya abis patah hati trus curhat.. eheheh... gpp wajar koq... ; )

tp klo menurutku, cinta itu 1 paket mbak.. 1 paket m resikonya, termasuk resiko atit atik... hiks hiks..
pokoknya bikin gemes.. weheheh... abis klo lg berbunga-bunga pasti gemes.. lg marah gemes juga.. putus.. ehmmm apalagi... weheheheh
yohanes hans 0 0
ranistya: gemes...? maksudnya gemar ngremes gitu?
*kabur sblm dikampleng si mbak* : ))
venus 0 0
uuuuuh.....seneng deh banyak yang cubung di sini. gpp jeng, biar lega ya? ; ))
enriqueza 0 0
wuih.... so many things to hate, kykna ya?

however... "i hate fallin in love" is much better than "i love fallin in hate".
mawi wijna 0 0
yeee...mbak DAni ngeblog di ngerumpi!
indomielezat 0 0
yohanes hans: beginilah kalo cinta bertepuksebelah tangan pak han...

Chic: ini ngerumpi kuk mbak.....wkwkwkwkwk

ann: warna warninya jatuhcinta dan bertepuks ebelah tangan *gantung di wit tomat*

ranistya: ini pas belum tau ternyata ada juga resiko jatuh cinta
indomielezat 0 0
yohanes hans: wakakkakka...akronim baru.... *catet di kamus*

venus: legaaaaaaaaa... *duuuuuT* kentut mode_on

enriqueza: i hate love love i hate hate i love, wkwkwkwkk
indomielezat 1 suka | 0
mawi wijna: gowes candi ketemu kamu, kumpul rodalink ketemuh kamuh, di fesbuk ketemukamuh, ealah di ngerumpi juga ketemuh *napok jidat*
aubrey.ade 0 0
bang enriqueza: sebegitu dibencinya kaah?
**lariiiii...**: ))

suka banget ama paragraf ke-2 :
I hate reading your message in my inbox..........I hate being in this position but I just can't help it, can I ?
aubrey.ade 0 0
indomielezat: kamu indomie maniac, ya ? hihihi...(btw, gapapa nih, nickname nyebut merek?) : )
rielearning 0 0
eh, ada penggemar indomie juga rupanya...*salaman*...kirain cuma anak kost doank yang suka... : p
the L 0 0
hik hik..
setujuuuu...

oh tuhan tolonglah aku..
jangan engkau biarkan diriku..
jatuh cinta kepadanya..
dee 0 0
indomielezat: kalo gak bertepuk sebelah lagi masihkah hate falling in love?
kopiholic 0 0
posting ini saya bangetttt...ngettt...ngettt..
kalo ditulis pake tangan saya bakalan menggunakan gaya yang sama,pilihan kata2 yang sama...sinisme yang sama... huhuhuhuhu
*mencet tombol follow*
indomielezat 0 0
aubrey.ade: pengalaman pribadi mesti ya...
aubrey.ade: dari kecil maem mie *rambut kriting mode on*
rielearning: salaman juga *anak rumahan juga suka mie kuk*
the L: Tuhan telah menolongku....thx God...
dee: kalo endak bertepuk yang jelas jadi i love fallin in love....hehehehehe
kopiholic: akuh jugah mencet tombol.....*salaman*

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